four months before the wedding

Four months... Oh My God... It's amazing but yes, we only have four more months. And I know that things are going to get crazier. I believe. And everything will be all right. I hope. And I am excited... We are going to the gym at least three times a week and I can begin to see some changes in my "body parts"...

It's actually a little bit chilly in Austin today. Not exactly chilly just not hot and a little gray. I am cold myself because I am in this outdoor, quite hip coffee house --the Spider House-- and they have this huge fan going full speed in the patio. Well, they have more than one but this one is right here in front of me. And it is blowing right in my face. And it's cold. You can say that we can move to another table but everything is taken-- the hip college children love this place-- and we were very lucky to get this table in the first place. However, I am COLD!! I had never liked fans blowing directlly onto my "body parts" (all of them)... but I am trying to survive. Super D loves it and I don't want to be a whining little girl who gets cold because of a fan... But I am COLD!!! and as I write this the the waitress just called everyone attention's because Elizabeth (one of the regulars I believe) is celebrating her birthday and she wanted all of us singing Happy Birthday to her -- oh Lord, no, no, no... only in Austin. David looked at me and remained quiet and I threw up next to the table. Not very fond of public demonstrations of Happy Birthdays.

I have been traveling a lot. I am so tired. I am really tired of all this traveling. It is just insane. El Paso, San Antonio, Dallas, and Houston in less than five weeks. I can't keep up with this amount of traveling. It is just insane ( I know it's the second time I write this phrase but that's they way I feel.) Things might change in the fall - I believe.